promised updates!

OK, so i finally got the balls to confront my troubled friendship ( no thanks to you!). apparently, i've not been the best friend in the world either. i have issues with respecting people's personal spaces. i'm grateful that i know that about myself now and i'm going to put in a whole lot of effort to change that. i and the troubled friend are now back to working on our friendship. That frienship was worth saving afterall.
Im honestly impressed with how far i've come after many disastrious friendships. i've learnt alot and i'm still learning more. i guess we're all trying to be the best version of ourselves that we possible can be.

Back to less mushy stories;

Who ever said getting fit is fun and easy should be sent to the war in Afghanistan. my body hurts like hell. i cant even bear to stand for more than 2 minutes at a time. i miss just lying down on my bed and surfing the internet. i miss my inactive, sad and boring life! OK that's not totally true.

So i went running ( with the speed i was going, it felt more like walking) yesterday. everyday i dont give myself the perfect reason not exercise is a blessing to me. well, it was tiring as usual, but i had a bit of fun because i had on my new gym clothes and good music playing through my earphones. i'm still not sure about the size of that lake but i'm sure its over 600meters long and i went round 5times ( impressive for a lazy couch potato like me!).

I've still not gotten around to doing the strenght trainings. i dont know why it just seems so hard.
Today, i'm doing a bit of pilates and some heavy stuff called boot camp . i got both dvds from Denise Austin. hopefully, i dont pass out. i tried the "boot camp" a while ago, boy was that hard!

Thats the update for the friendship and wieghtloss struggles! i'll be back with new jists for you after i regain conciousness ( i know for sure i'm going to pass out trying to finish that "boot camp" dvd). wish me luck!