Hi there, guess who's back!!!!!!!! me!!!!
OK, so I've been away for a while. didn't feel like talking (writing). Been going through what i would call the holy grail of bad days. I'm still there but I've decided i wont allow those things to keep me away from you guys ( yeah i know, i love me too). you're probably wondering what happened, lets just say somebody took something that wasn't theirs to take. people are wondering why I'm still so composed and seemingly unmoved, I'm not sure why. I'm probably still in shock. maybe one day I'll really understand what happened and then I'll probably have a nervous breakdown but until then, I'll be right here with you.
My one cent to anyone who's been burned down is to get up and keep moving. it will be difficult but you cant afford to let the offender win. take control!
OK, I've been to the gym everyday since the last time we talked except for Saturday, Sunday and Monday ( ok, so i've been to the gym only thrice since we talked, bite me!). i can swear that my stamina has increased 100%. i can now go on the machines for above 45minutes compared to the first day when i thought i was going to die after the first 5minutes. Been doing the strength training and now i'm a familiar face at the gym. It makes me feel really good. As for the food business, i think I'm slacking off a bit. Its so hard to monitor your food especially when you have to be in school all day. continuously been tempted by the disgustingly unhealthy foods there. i'll try harder to get back on track with the food thing.
Relationship/boyfriend update: we sorted everything out. He's been the best thing to ever happen to me and he just sent me a message to update you guys. he's really sensitive! so he wants me to tell you guys that he's still here and even more in love with me ( awwwwww, you see why i love him?)! He's one of those few people left in the world that makes me think that there's still some good left in this dark. creepy place.
i'll be back with more info later. gotta go to the gym. i'm even impressing myself ( yeah, yeah, roll your eyes all you want!).
